02 Jan ♠️ The Original Diaries ♠️ #8
Yesterday I turned 31 years. It always gives us enough to think when we add a year right?
The last past 6 years has been such a huge challenge, facing my own death and bring back my soul from the dark, losing faith and myself while traveling in the Andes in South America. Getting caught by the Russian Mafia in east Europe, fighting for life in the golden triangle in Asia… Despite all the physical struggles, the most challenges were the emotional ones when sitting alone with no one to talk to, but I always find the strength and the courage to keep moving, to keep going no matter what.
The reason why? I believe this is a program, and we all have a purpose, destiny and if mine is to be this catalyst, I will embrace it again and again.
The pulse that is within us, is a pulse of life, of love, and you will have to turn your pain into desire, the desire to live, to say yes to your life, to yourself.
Stop running from your pain, turn your pain into greatness, allow your pain to push you from where you are to where you need to be, your pain is going to be a part of your proud of your product. You have to want to succeed as bad as you want to breathe.
Say it, “I’m going to challenge myself, 2019 is my year, I will make it, I will see it for myself even no one see it, I’m ready to let it go, to grow.”
Watch your words because your words are powerful, January 2018 I wished to travel, well I spent 10 months on the road.
I could write during hours and hours on how this journey is incredible. People ask me “is it worth?”
Yes, it is, but it takes great will and courage, and make no mistakes it isn’t for everyone.
We do not become enlightened by imagining figures of light or going to all those new age spiritual events.
We become enlightened by making the darkness conscious.
And I know very very well the dark side, this is why today I’ve so much Love & Light to share… And it is only the beginning…
Make peace with yourself, with your past, with the anger, the frustration, the sorrow, because it isn’t about what, but who, who do you want to be? not what but who…
If today you feel ready to start this journey – I will be mentoring only a few people for 2019 – Becoming an alchemist is a privilege. And as my great master said, “it has to be earned”
Feel free to contact me.
I wish you well, and may the force be with you.
Your Friendly Neighborhood Wizard.